Monday.

Well, today went well. And I mean that. My little "devil child" helped me out alot today. I am not sure if he is trying to kiss up or what. I really do not want to pre-judge him, but he got in trouble during band today for calling other kids faggots. Who knows? At least we switch classes. He asked if he could be my helper. I said yes, as long as he followed the rules like everyone else. I hope this works. My year is going to be so full of putting my foot down and thumb on several of these children, plus making sure I teach ALL my standards according to the pacing guides. I love teaching so much. It is the politics that makes me sick. Who cares if we match up to the nation? I want these kids to love learning, not feel like I am forcing it down their throats. Don't get me wrong, I think kids are way too sensitive these days. But, I am not teaching to reach a test number. I am teaching because I want to grow these children to be self sufficient and responsible adults with a strong knowledge base.

First Full Week

Next week officially starts the first week of school. I am so nervous. I have a challenging group of kids. Already, one has tried to get many others in trouble and has taken an ounce of control of the class. I got it back, but I know it will be a constant struggle. I am afraid I will not do these children justice. Then again, I remember, God put me here. There is a reason. I just pray my decisions are always what is best for these kids and that I have the strength to do that. I just do not understand why some parents allow their children to act in certain ways. I know children have minds of their own, but YOU are the parent. If you acted like it, my job would be so much easier.